obrolan tengah malam dengan seorang teman yang tegas.

"lo skarang ngerasa stres gara2 ga bisa tidur, padahal lo di kamar lo yang pewe itu kan.. dan lo juga ngomel2 karena ngerasa tugas ga ada selese2nya dan nasib skripsi lo ga jelas.. coba deh pikirin, masih untung lo punya kamar, masih untung lo punya rumah.. masih untung lo masih bisa dapet tempat belajar, dan masih untung lo bisa nerusin studi lo sampe tahap skripsi.. coba pikirin itu orang2 yang ga punya rumah, yang pengen tapi ga bisa nerusin studi..

skarang lo masih mau ngeyel2 ngga?"

people, eh?

people say, you should treat people the way you want them to treat you.

but the sometimes-sad truth, is that sometimes you just can't expect people to treat you the way you treat them, cos they just never will..

well, who ever said life is fair, right?

hahahahahaahhahahaha..


rasanya geli melihat semakin hari semakin banyak orang2 yang berani2 mencap dirinya "original"..
udah kaya kentucky fried chicken aja.. berat deh, makin hari semua orang sama2 "unik", sama2 "pemikir hebat", sama2 "the underrated artist" and the other blahs.. ga ikutan loh yaaa gueeee :p

my wonderful, amazing, beloved granddad

i love you granddad.
though it may not seem like it, but i love you so much more than you've ever known.

i promise you i will try to make your request come true, and i'm gonna be a great ambassador. i'm really really sorry i couldn't do much to help things out on your funeral, i hope the flower arrangements i'd helped figuring out and all the pictures i took from the funeral will make you happy. i hope someday you'll see me from all the way up there and be proud of me


so long, dear granddad, i'll hopefully see you again when i cross that line yeah? til' we meet again then..

'berkah', coklat, dan sakit perut.

jadi ceritanya gw 'diberkahi' dengan satu kondisi yang bernama 'hypolactasia', umumnya dikenal dengan istilah 'lactose intolerance'. jadi apa yg terjadi? badan gw tidak bisa mencerna enzim laktase dengan baik, yang dimana umumnya enzim tersebut banyak terdapat dalam susu dan produk2 olahannya.

jadi apa yg terjadi kalau gw mengkonsumsi produk2 susu (macemnya es krim ato coklat susu dan kawan2nya gitu deh T_T)? lebih baik jangan dideskripsikan disini deh, pokoknya it involves a lot of time in the toilet and it ain't pretty.


masalahnya, karena tadi gw dilanda kebosanan yang amat sangat, jadilah mulut ini pun ingin mengunyah dan apa kah yang gw temukan di kulkas?

COKLAT. bukan dark chocolate yg bisa gw toleransi, tapi coklat susu. and i thought, "de hel lah, kan udah lama banget ga kena 'setannya' ini."

dan gw pun ngabisin satu kantong penuh berisi coklat itu.

gw lupa bahwa coklat sialan itu berjudulkan "DAIRY MILK" (sangat SANGAT ga cocok dengan kondisi gw, yes?). dan ternyata bener aja, ga lama setelahnya itu perut gw pun serasa diperes2 dan diinjek2 dan diplintir2.. dan gw pun harus berlari untuk menyelesaikan masalah yang muncul secara biologis sampe termehe2.


jadi lah coklat itu skarang harus masuk black-list gw, bersama dengan vanilla frappuccino-nya starbucks, es krim walls & baskin robbins, berbagai macam susu yang enak itu, dan berbagai dessertnya bakerzin yang menggunakan dairy products itu.. oh life, stop being cruel to me..

song : garbage - milk
feeling : mules niiiihh! *hiks*

raindrops keep falling on mi head

dr tadi bangun, ujannya ga brenti2..
it's not that i don't like the rain, i'd always prefer heavy rainfall over the goddamn heat of the sun at any given moment, but it's just.. getting somewhat cold.
rumah daritadi gelap banget..

it's kinda getting on mi mood..

seriously, when will the rain stop?
it's just that i've been planning to walk wherever my feet take me and go hunting for pics, it's been quite a while since i last went hunting.. law school has been getting the better of me and it's been emotionally draining, and now that with my grades i practically pwned last term i thought i'm gonna treat myself to do whatever it is i've been dying to do, but voila here's what happens.. gee thanks, mother nature.


right, i'm off to watch mr. magorium's wonder emporium then, while waiting for my other mail-ordered lovers (another packet consisting of oldie goodie DVDs) ..
i don't care if people say the movie is craptastic and all, i need all the colours i can get..

listening to: brett anderson - one lazy morning
feeling: bosen nyet. serius.